I just need to know.

nobody@vox.com(bri_mx) — Sat, 16 Feb 2008 21:24:05 -0600

I just need to know that I can do it.

I love music and it's my life. There is no way that I want to do anything else. I know this. I know that music is it. And whatever job it is, conducting, performing, or teaching... I want music to be the rest of my life just like it is my life now.

I just need to know that it's possible.

I know that I can go to any cheap school that accepts any person but I don't want that to be me. I want to go to a good school so I can get a good job in a big city like San Antonio, Austin, or even Dallas/Forth Worth.

I just need to know I stand a chance.

I want to practice and get better and make sure it's no in vain. I don't want to make an effort and then come to realize I still don't compare to those rich kids with private teacher being accepted into North Texas. I'll never make it into North Texas now, but I want to know that if I practice enough and try hard enough that I have even the smallest chance.

I just need to know that it'll happen as long as it's in my heart.

I just need someone to tell me that I can do it.

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I'm trying.

I just need to know.