I don't know. I think stress really does cause people to gain weight, because I think I was 250 on the scale like yesterday and that isn't good at all. Like not at all. It's retarded. I can't even get on the scale it just makes me that much sadder and more depressed and just... UGH.
I NEED TO GET FOCUSED!!!
Generally bad day yesterday. I don't want to talk about it.
Oh, and my scale gives me false hope. It's not possible that I go all the way back up to 244. >> At one point it also said that I was 250! What the fuck??? Broken... I could not have gained 7 pounds in a day...
Breakfast: 1.5 pancakes, 5 tbsp Karo brand syrup, .5 small sausage patty
Lunch: personal Caesar's pizza, 1 oz. original Lay's potato chips
Dinner: 5 tamales
Wtf: some ice cream, 10 cookies, a cup of milk
Ok ok ok I'm a baaad boy. I did bad today. Really bad. :( But I looked at some pictures of myself when I was skinny to make me motivated. Maaan I miss looking good. Today I ate a lot because my stomach was killing me, but I found out that it was a side-effect from the pain killers I'm taking for my gums. I guess I'll have to cut down on one of the pills.
Breakfast (school): a un-buttered biscuit, half a peach, 2 small sausage patties
Lunch (school): half a cup of toss-salad, chicken burger, 8 tator tots
Snack (tummy owwww): cheetos :x, 4 cookies, diet orange soda (oh no!!!)
Dinner: half a cup of rice, not-so-greasy picadillo
So this is mainly what this journal is for, right? To realize how bad you did and do better tomorrow.
I didn't find the time to play DDR today. OMG I MUST GET SKINNY.
Think skinnyyyy. REMEMBER HOW GOOD YOU FELT, OK BRIAN???