I liked this blog. Hope you like it, too. Next week, the quality of videos will be better. Next blog will be on Sunday, and I'll also start posting these on Youtube by that time as well. Love you, Grace. Thanks for everything.
I liked this blog. Hope you like it, too. Next week, the quality of videos will be better. Next blog will be on Sunday, and I'll also start posting these on Youtube by that time as well. Love you, Grace. Thanks for everything.
Ate really good today, but didn't walk. I'll start walking tomorrow.
The dieting stopped for a while and I really do regret it. However, I believe that I am now ready to commit myself to this. My mistake before was trying to do it so fast. So this time, I really will tackle weight loss problems one at a time. The first problem I will address is my sedentary lifestyle. I'm going to walk for a while at around 6:00 in the afternoon when the sun is still pretty high. This is all starting tomorrow.
Well, to be honest, I don't think there should really be an excuse as to why someone can't diet, because really, anyone can diet. But the reason why I haven't had the motivation to do so is because I've been so overworked with One-Act Play. I hate it!!! The other actors suck and they're making such a shithole out of a great play.
Food from yesterday: Nothing for breakfast, but I had lunch at school which was 3 beef tacos in corn tortillas along with some diced peaches and Spanish rice with pinto beans. Dinner was 1 plate of mom's fettuccine Alfredo with shrimp and ground chicken.
Today's food: 2 grilled cheese sandwiches for breakfast; a slice of turkey, some mashed potatoes, broccoli with cheese, and a bread roll for lunch; dinner was ribs, some weird soup, and rice. I have no idea what mom plans to cook.
It's not that I'm eating bad or in large portions, I'm just not exercising. Hopefully I'll still lose a pound or two this week.
I'd love to pursue acting, but, let's face it, that's more impossible than my musical dreams. lol
I think I just want to become the math teacher I wanted to be before. =/
Food for today... breakfast was from school, an un-buttered biscuit with some weird ham and egg patty thing. For lunch I had a breaded chicken sandwich with lettuce and tomato with tator tots and vanilla pudding on the side. Dinner was pancit with shrimp and boiled bacon. I had some snacks like 2 tamarino pulp packets which are like 50 calories each as well as 2 steak fingers.
By the way, I weight 240 lb currently. I didn't gain any major weight.
Ate food. Good food.
Lunch was some rice with sinigang fish and I hate like 6 steak fingers as well with like 3 tbsp of country gravy! LOL Ate a snack of some fish balls. Dinner was tortang talong with some rice. Had pineapple chunks for dessert.
That's all.
Holding the diet until Sunday. I promise this time. I really do.
But I've been eating less the past couple of days, and I've had to do a little bit of active things (dance in my theater class, lift heavy objects for one-act play).
I don't know. I think stress really does cause people to gain weight, because I think I was 250 on the scale like yesterday and that isn't good at all. Like not at all. It's retarded. I can't even get on the scale it just makes me that much sadder and more depressed and just... UGH.
I NEED TO GET FOCUSED!!!
The One-Act Play director is getting on our case. We have a morning practice tomorrow at 7:30 a.m. and we don't even compete until like... March. What the Hell?
Band is going so awesome! I'm loving all the pieces they give us this year. There's not one that I wouldn't want to play. Also, Miss Meza said she would take time off every week to help me learn the audition pieces! It's going to be so great and so fun learning them!
Tomorrow I'll start enforcing my diet + exercise again. But you have to enforce it on me, too...